Huge infrastructures. Gleaming lights. Rich culture. Tasty delicacies. The Exotic beauty of Malaysia. These were all a product of my wishful imagination but I never thought that I would experience its enchanting splendor and grandeur – all at the same time. But Malaysia was not the very reason why I wanted to go there… it was this man who resides in that beautiful place. I longed to see him for my mother shared me tales about him – and all were of affinity and friendship.

Three years was not that long. Honestly, it was more than enough..

Tito jimmy fetched us from the airport and drove us to Genting Highlands. We conversed a little in the car since everyone was exhausted- but my mom was an exception ’cause she seemed like she was energized after seeing him. Tito Jimmy is such a charismatic gentleman (no wonder why my mom is truly, madly, deeply in love with him). I was totally delighted to see him for he was the core of my wish that originated three years ago In the midst of the trip, he decided to take us to eat our late super and early breakfast since it was already two in the morning. He ordered ho-ckkie-mee (my favorite~♥), kangkong bleacen (i wasn’t able to try this one thinking that I’ve eaten lots of kankong back in the Philippines), grilled fish and dehterik (ice cold tea). After eating we set off to our destination. Tito Jimmy told us that Genting was a little more like Baguio- ’cause it’s very cold out there. He already made a reservation at First World Plaza Hotel and that hotel was very near to the theme park. I can’t help myself from admiring the place and man, it was drastically freezing out there but still, it was overwhelmingly fantastic.And guess what, I met Uncle Windy in person. Cheers to that. He’s humorous, caring and ,as quoted from Ate Lainy “very, very naughty.”

(I’ll leave you guys hanging for the mean time.hahaha.. I’ll be sharing my memoirs in malaysia on my future articles..stay tuned :]  )

“Love?”

It’s a pretty juvenile subject, at least for me it is. Some define it as the most jubilant phenomenon in their lives, but for me, it’s an alibi to escape these dull days we all have. they say it’s magical and enchanting. It’s like existing in the world of fairytales waiting for their happy-ever-after’s to be completed..But that world is far from the claws of reality.

I am no cinderella and I truly admit that fact…But then he came and changed my everything.

The pictures below were drawn by various tinierme artists [for GC items]. I really love the one made by Fumi-chan and Rubyyy..~♥

The first image on the left was drawn by Claves-kun (he was the first to draw my avvie..). Next, was from Fumi-chan. The other one was from an unkown artist (in short, I forgot her name..) ..The first image on the second row was from shiki-chan. Next was from Rubyyy and LynchCall.

I’ll be posting my chibi arts soon. Be sure to check my blog often.~♥

I lost your e-mail add uncle so, I’m going to post my birthday letter here..

Hi Uncle Windy~ ♥

Hope you’re having fun on your birthday~ I just want to say that I’m so blessed that God allowed me to know you and be your friend, well at least, I’m considering myself as one (kidding.. ^___^).. I wish you more birthdays to come (though you think you’re getting older but NO, you’re not).. and a beautiful life. Thank you for showing me how genuine friendship can destroy racial barriers and build connections through our humble hearts. Though we haven’t met each other personally, I know that you are true, not just to your self, but also to those people whom you love. I adore you- as a man and as a writer.

I know that you’re still in the midst of your struggles but always remember we’re here- your friends and your worst nightmare (rawr..) hehehe.. Thank you for everything you’ve shared to me. thank you for welcoming me into your heart. Thank you for being an angel..

God Bless you.. and oh, the gifts, since ours were quite fragile, so we’re giving it to you by the time we set foot on your wonderful country…~♥♥

Love lots,
lollii pii~♥♥

“You’re dead,” he uttered those words insensibly. He did not even think twice. My tears aimed to escape from my now blurry eyes but it seemed like someone created a barrier- preventing these watery pearls to fall. “Before you enter the Sacred Gates for judgment, I’ll allow you to see the life you had sixteen years ago.. ” those were his last words before vanishing from my sight.

it started to play and I saw my once vibrant self- youthful and innocent. I tplayed fast- faster than I’ve ever imagined. Then goes high school. Yes, the period in my life where I crossed-over – the time I found the real me.

These two mundane words taught me how life can be a little bit sarcastic and a little more candied..High school truly is something…

I’ve experienced racial discrimination because of my dark skin tone but it hindered me not when it comes to socializing.. I’ve experienced betraying a close friend for my insecurities engulfed my sinister mind and honestly, i am guilty of that..That incident was the reason why I attempted to commit suicide but somehow ..someone helped me- and it was my God. Surely, cutting the string of your existence would do you no good. Then, I was betrayed, not by my frantic rivals, but my own acquaintances. I did think that death was coming my way..I moved on too slowly-it took me four whole months.Silly, right? But that’s me.

One thing I will never,ever,ever erase in my mind is the memory of my admiration for this funny guy. He was lucky for he was the first guy I’ve confessed my feelings to. But those were the times..That feeling of falling for someone? I’ve lost it.

Anyway, High school would never be complete without our teachers telling us to shut up before the classes start, us playing our favorite tunes within the highest amplitude and erm, cheating. Two years ago, I posted a rant on my blog about why high school students cheat during exams and this guy told me such an aggravating statement. He said,”You cannot call yourself a high school student if you would not cheat..”  ..He did have a point though..

Then, everything was covered in black. I blinked and saw the face of a woman so dear to me. She was not that mirthful lady like before- her face was filled with gloom.

“Mother..” I whispered silently in which only the gushing wind can hear..

My heart broke for I left her without saying how thankful I am because she stood by my side through thick and thin.. But now,…Now, I’ve already passed away and the only thing I can do is watch from above and pray.

So, that was our nightmarish group project that was due last December seventeen but alas, our slaughtered brains had reached its limit and we were all bound to submit it next year.   However, I’m going to  be the one who’s gonna be in the worst condition ever experienced by a human being  (i went too overboard eh?) . Since I was appointed as the “DARN” leader..Anyways, the good news is that my dad’s going to help me (and i’m going to give him an A+ for that). I just hope it would turn out the way I expect it would be.

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Affection is an exquisitely sacrosanct place with scarlet-painted walls adorned with flamboyantly growing pink roses-whose words are of the code of everlasting affinity. However, the search for that tremendously alluring place is similar to being imprisoned in a maze whose traps are numerous and triumph is only for the few.

A vibrant and youthful lady was she, whose beauty transcends that of the Greek Goddess Aphrodite, but faith was not adequate enough to alter her quixotic destiny. This is a storiette of a woman who forfeited her personal delight for the man who took her heart.

I can still reminisce the days when that lady and the man she loved shared smiles that can melt anybody’s heart and kisses that were meant to be a flame blazing in the very core of their souls. She feels like she was soaring as high as the rise of the angels whenever she’s with his remarkable presence. Thus, nothing really mattered at all, not even the crime she was committing. It was spectacularly the bliss of falling in love. But Alas, love isn’t just simply a game of hide and seek. It’s a competition and whoever prevails will achieve the reward. They love each other but destiny is ought to be the antagonist of their romance novel. And, no matter how they stood firm on their decision to be locked up in each others arms, they can never dictate fate. He was married and she has a child and even though it was hard for her to let him go, she courageously accepted their inconsistent situation. At that moment, I saw no more vigor in her aura but a sacred child shedding a river of tears, asking for the impossible to happen.

Love is the start for Hello’s and the end of Goodbye’s.

The story behind the story.

That simple storiette is inspired by the song Goodbye by Air Supply. Unfortunately, it isn’t a make-up story, I know it didn’t happen to me but it did happen to someone else- notably, my mother. I chose the song goodbye because of the days when I was left to witness my mothers’ grief by the time she uttered farewell to the man she had fallen in love with for years.

Another reason was, I was enchanted by its lyrics and since I am fond of poignant endings, I chose the song to delineate a particular experience in my mother’s life where love seemed to fade away.

Anyways, I want to extend my deepest gratitude to Mr. Bariles of Gensan News Online Mag for hosting this “What Air Supply Song Are You?” blog contest which allows us to put into words our concealed emotions. Also, to the following sponsors, Mr. Michael Wee of Dreamwork Ventures, inc. and Grab-A-Crab Restaurant, thank you for your undying support.

The Air Supply Concert in Gensan will be held at the Lagao Gymnasium,General Santos City this coming October 02, 2009.

The Air Supply in GenSan Concert is a major production of Dreamwork Ventures Inc.’s Platinum Concert Series 2009, in cooperation with the City Government of GenSan, the GenSan City Chamber of Commerce and Industry Inc.,
ABS-CBN. Other partners are Grab A Crab Restaurant, MISO Hardware, San Miguel Corporation, Coca Cola Bottlers Inc., East Asia Royale Hotel, Coffee Dream, Giacominos, NY Fries and Dips, Giacominos, Gaisano Mall of GenSan and Gregoria Printing Press.